DAMN those lies that you had been lied to me,
estimation becomes reality,
just only rumors but smart guessing,
Cant believe i cried for once more time at my own room,
thinking those thing tat impossible will happen,
think back the past four year that i ever say to u,
but it seem i had lied to u too,
say that always in my heart,
i had loved you but not now or yesterday,
saying that will always love you,
i had loved you bout 3 year and we havent out for a time
except tat day we had leave our school,
u had given me a chance to have a walk for our last moment,
every step walking thru our destination,
i fully desperate, just steping in to hell,
my life just end like that?
every step sound so sad, but full oso meaning,
i had always wanted to heard u say you love me that time,
lastly, i was given up hope tat wont heard u say those word anymore
but the hope just suddenly light up,
just like the reformation of a star,
reborn from a super red giant to a single little white dwarf,
n i know the life wont end just like that,
my spirit should be strong as the star!
everything that we tot that impossible,
will happen with full of unbelievable,
even an unproperiate definition wont defined it easily,
even a own feeling wont understand it easily,
i feel so strange that why god do not give us the power of control emotion?
but if we didnt get it,it also nvm cause i knw if we had it, there wont be a sign of love,
if no love, how we ever peace with each other?
the exist of love make me think-ed a unacceptable description,
if hav love,the world will be unfair, fighting for love,suffer from love,love jealouses, dieing of love, crazy in love, n even monkey love too!
it feel so uncomfortable while forced to love to other,
i feel that too,life wont be so easy to go thru,
now... i only can having a smile mask to cover my face...
by the way , no 1 will knw how i feel...
it better to let only myself know the pain how i feel
coz neither people wanted to trust me
nor trusting people just simply
now... i only can having a smile mask to cover my face...
by the way , no 1 will knw how i feel...
it better to let only myself know the pain how i feel
coz neither people wanted to trust me
nor trusting people just simply
waiting for some1 to confess? or just cant stand of some1 confess?
being too friend end to recognized stranger?
pretending to be a stranger?
mayb coz of the period of knowing you is too short,
i knw i cant fight the person that in your mind
i knw your heart is blocked by bricked stone on it,
had been trap by a steel cage in it, hand full of stainless chain
i knw how it feel, coz i had also tried to love a girl b4,
and unexpection I had almost loved her nearly 4 years…
and it is hard to let yourself go,
but think it, if u love some1,
just like u willing to trap urself into some1 heart!
caged back urself,chained back ur hand,
i feel so ,,,, like lost of direction, hope, and my star
i feel so lost, lonely, n i dun knw y,
when a person had trap into some1 heart,
will it feel sorrow? it shouldnt be,
n i dun knw y? inversely,u shudnt be sorrow when no 1 traps in your heart,
or u haven’t trap to some1 heart!
Love? Love should be Happy not Sorrow
mayb that why god let us knw wat is friendship,
let our world to be balance,
how powerful of the love n friendship?
if no friendship, i guess many people will giving up their life just like tat,
and i will too!
coz i knw im a person who easily give up
i will always pretending im tough but actually not,
but this only small part of life i ever walk thru,
the sadness will never ending in a person,
unless u r a gud actor,
the happiness will end easily,
unless u r a sorrow person,
but i think he treated u beta den me,
i know that, coz im not qualify to enrole your love rite?
cause i know the guy love you so much b4
and falling into him too ,rite?
And somtime falling , u shuld knw how to stand back by urself?
Will u just fallen and just like tat?
let everything to free...
let everything to free...
Given up ur hope that you always wanted to see the shooting star?
I cant blame you too...
我应该在车底……
不应该在车里……
看到你们…有多甜蜜……
这样一来……
我也比较容易死心……
给我离开……的勇气……
他一定很爱你……
不应该在车里……
看到你们…有多甜蜜……
这样一来……
我也比较容易死心……
给我离开……的勇气……
他一定很爱你……
也把我比下去……
分手也只用了……
一分钟而已……
他一定很爱你……
比我会讨好你……
不会像我这样孩子气……
为难着你……♥™~～
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